Friday, April 15, 2011

Time's a Tickin

About 3 and a half weeks to go! The Seattle trip made time fly by. Heck I even found myself not thinking about surgery at least a handful of times on vacation.

Now I am back though and with less than a month to go I am getting back down to business.
I am going to be doing a vlog probably tonight because I have something I would like to share with my fellow WLS peeps :)

In other news... still no passport for Madi just yet...and no news to report from the passport agency either. Once we hit 14 days away we can start making more noise but I am hoping it comes before then. If not though... plan B is still in effect and I will be going solo.

Now that surgery is inching closer and closer I find myself getting even more nervous...

The other night I found myself thinking...isn't this a little insane? Going out of the country and having surgery? I suppose it is... I have multiple times wondered (as many others do) will I really be able to see how it feels to have a size on that isn't double digits? Will I reach my goals? Or am I being stupid. I want this...I know I do, but I am still a bit afraid of the unknown. Reading other's experiences on the Loser's bench does help....maybe I should go blog and vlog hopping again :) You guys always seem to help!

3 comments: said...

Going out of the country to have surgery IS a little crazy, but its YOUR crazy. If I hadn't been able to afford it here in the DFW area, I would have certainly gone out of the country.

You have to do what works for you, honey :)

Jenn said...

I think you are right. There is plenty of my life that others may not view as normal but I have to do what works for me. Thanks for the comment :) I needed that lil reassurance I think !

Skinny Minnie said...

I guess I'm crazy too! Dr. Rod will take good care of us, and soon enough we WILL be on the losers bench. Two sexy bi-otches :)